This gif adequately explains how I am feeling about myself right now.
But it also cheers me up.
Help, I'm caught in a Mobius Strip of emotion!

This was very meaningful to me. I'm watching the BBC show Jekyll, which is a modern day Jekyll and Hyde story and the 'Jekyll' character is having things explained to him. He wants to stop being Hyde and the woman says to him ( Read more... )

Last night I was up til 3am crying. It started out feeling guilty about things I had done/had not done while Lael was alive, and then turned into shock and terror when I remembered that that body I had said goodbye to was hers and she's not coming back. I had felt so much relief that the funeral was over and things were calming down a little, and ( Read more... )

Hello, world.
I'm ready again.

(maybe I'll even get my meds soon...)